“I am only one, but still I am one, I cannot do everything, but still I can do something, and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do”
TAN KAR CHIN.. keep it going!!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Study Week
Study week had just past.. Recalling what i have done in the study week..
Did i study hard in the study week? Feeling sorry to say that definitely NO!
I can't even remember what i had read.. Where is the TAN KAR CHIN in sem 1?
i remember that during the study week in sem 1.. i went library most of the time.. from morning till night.. juz study all the time..
Now it comes to sem 2.. why TAN KAR CHIN had change? i did went for library in the study week.. but most of the time i felt sleepy and moody.. is it the subject taken in sem 2 harder than sem 1? maybe? though i had read the thermodynamics.. but it seems that i just can understand only 40%.. electrical technology.. 60% i can understand maybe? who to be blamed? it's all myself! keeps skipping thermo classes.. TAN KAR CHIN in sem 1 never skipped class! sleep in electrical technology classes.. TAN KAR CHIN in sem 1 never fell asleep in class! why i had change so much? i want to get back myself! the one in SEM 1!
Hope the coming sem.. the future TAN KAR CHIN won't be the one in sem 2 anymore!
REMEMBER!!
Did i study hard in the study week? Feeling sorry to say that definitely NO!
I can't even remember what i had read.. Where is the TAN KAR CHIN in sem 1?
i remember that during the study week in sem 1.. i went library most of the time.. from morning till night.. juz study all the time..
Now it comes to sem 2.. why TAN KAR CHIN had change? i did went for library in the study week.. but most of the time i felt sleepy and moody.. is it the subject taken in sem 2 harder than sem 1? maybe? though i had read the thermodynamics.. but it seems that i just can understand only 40%.. electrical technology.. 60% i can understand maybe? who to be blamed? it's all myself! keeps skipping thermo classes.. TAN KAR CHIN in sem 1 never skipped class! sleep in electrical technology classes.. TAN KAR CHIN in sem 1 never fell asleep in class! why i had change so much? i want to get back myself! the one in SEM 1!
Hope the coming sem.. the future TAN KAR CHIN won't be the one in sem 2 anymore!
REMEMBER!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
2nd sem Final Test
it's finally here! tomorrow will be the 1st paper - hubungan etnik
this could be the subject i hate most.. because it's like history..
my history in SPM was the one on the edge of fail one..
but what to do? Hubungan etnik took 2 credits.. i have to force myself to read it..
there is 2 more chapters left to be read..
though i had read the power point slides of 8 chapters.. but it seems that i can't remember all the things what i have read.. sigh..
Hopefully the test tomorrow won't be hard. God bless^^
this could be the subject i hate most.. because it's like history..
my history in SPM was the one on the edge of fail one..
but what to do? Hubungan etnik took 2 credits.. i have to force myself to read it..
there is 2 more chapters left to be read..
though i had read the power point slides of 8 chapters.. but it seems that i can't remember all the things what i have read.. sigh..
Hopefully the test tomorrow won't be hard. God bless^^
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Allow me to cry?
16/4/09 (1.45pm)
As usual.. I am going to library since final exam is around the corner. What is the different today is i go by myself.. alone and moody.. passing 168 (a food stall).. I am having breaklunch there.. I pick up a meat and a veggie.. and i sit at one the table provided there.. I found that there was a group of 4 friends sit just right beside me.. They were talking happily.. and i asked myself why i am alone here? I think a lot that time.. Where are my friends? Why don't i call some friends to come with me? Actually i did.. i asked my roomates.. one of them would rather study at room.. another two of them are going to eat sushi, which i hate most.. that's why i am not following.. Rain is going to drop soon.. i quickly finish my meal.. rush to library..
I take out thermo book.. read not more than 2 pages.. i start to feel tension and moody.. there is a friend that we make a promise that we would go to library to study together.. why i didn't call him? I also don't know why.. just feel sorry to him.. i am getting more moody.. i feel like wanna find a shady place and cry loudly since i had no cry for a long period.. i recall that i was a crying baby last time.. but lastly i turned up to force myself not to cry and write this blog out to express my feeling... it does make me feel better..
As usual.. I am going to library since final exam is around the corner. What is the different today is i go by myself.. alone and moody.. passing 168 (a food stall).. I am having breaklunch there.. I pick up a meat and a veggie.. and i sit at one the table provided there.. I found that there was a group of 4 friends sit just right beside me.. They were talking happily.. and i asked myself why i am alone here? I think a lot that time.. Where are my friends? Why don't i call some friends to come with me? Actually i did.. i asked my roomates.. one of them would rather study at room.. another two of them are going to eat sushi, which i hate most.. that's why i am not following.. Rain is going to drop soon.. i quickly finish my meal.. rush to library..
I take out thermo book.. read not more than 2 pages.. i start to feel tension and moody.. there is a friend that we make a promise that we would go to library to study together.. why i didn't call him? I also don't know why.. just feel sorry to him.. i am getting more moody.. i feel like wanna find a shady place and cry loudly since i had no cry for a long period.. i recall that i was a crying baby last time.. but lastly i turned up to force myself not to cry and write this blog out to express my feeling... it does make me feel better..
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